cabaran seorang misi baru...

selama 3tahun belajar dulu,cik sarah selalu niat dalam hati sebelum kuar praktikal,tak mo tgk patient meninggal..
memang doa tuh selalu dimakbulkan...penah sekali jer face keadaan cm tuh..itu pon patient tuh da xder maser bawak g hospital..tapi hari nie??????

kisahnya bermula begini.....
dalam pukul 8pg mcm tuh,lepas follow doctor round,cik sarah yang sangatlah baik hati yg nak menunjukkan rajen tahap riaknya ini pergilah menolong misi2 lain bagi breakfast kat patient..
so cik sarah ajaklah satu lagi misi tolong naikkan patient nie..yelah nak kasi makan kan...
then tgk breakfast porridge..dalam hati sempat kater,da lamer xtgk porridge untok breakfast...
bagi sampy half bowl,patient tuh tolak tangan misi..dengan erti kater laen tamo da lar tuh...
bagi milo pon xnak...baru nak angkat tray letak kat troley,patient mcm nak vomit..
kasi lar plastic...
suddenly patient conditions seen not so good..
so we push our bp set to take pressure n spo2..
called but unresponsive. cik sarah memang da gabra...
misi lagi satu soh active code blue n call for help..in 2minutes all coming..so get out from the crowd as i already panic..
actually i'm not panic sebab patient collapse. tapi feels that i was responsible for that..

they tried about 20minutes..try to resuscitate but unsuccessful. i feel so bad...i cant even smile..
after that they said is not my fault..patient died because of congestive heart failure with  renal failure..
but i think at least i gave her food so she wont be hungry ghost in other world..
haha..

this experience really make me realize that life is unexpected...because before that she was okay..taking her food nicely...
to that popo,rest in peace...